#4. First Love
#4. First Love
#4. First Love
#5. Prelude to Despair
#6. An Escape to Oblivion (Part 1)
1: Without a body, Gamon could do nothing but drift on...
2: He needed the body of a young man in order to go on searching for the love of ten human women, but in order for a demon to possess a human body, there is a condition that must be met.
3: Only horrible feelings such as evil thoughts, fear, hatred, sadness, and despair can summon demonic energy into a body.
4: And in order for a young man to feel those sorts of emotions, he must have some sort of encounter with death.
5: When his 'first death' befalls him... that's when a demon may take control of his body.
1: The 'first death' is physical death, when the soul is purified and the basic elements that make up a human are broken down.
2: With a first death, there is still a large possibility that the human can be revived.
3: And so, Gamon continued to wander around the city, searching for the right body...
1: Sorry... I wonder what's wrong.
2: I only came here because you said you needed to have sex and couldn't wait...
3: Are you worried about something?
4: No... That's not it...
5: It's OK. Remember, once we get married, we can do it every day!
6: Can I take a shower?
8: Atsushi! I thought that was your illustration for this month's Occultic!
9: They fired me... They said my art didn't have enough impact...
10: That was the only serialization I had, too...
2: I'm not worried. I'll just have to find another magazine.
4: I like your gentle pictures. The ones that are gentle just like you...
5: Atsushi... I love you...
7: If you get into any trouble, don't hold back. Ask me for any help you need. I have a bit saved up, you know.
8: I'm sorry, Yuki... But I just want to end it all. All my effort, all of my life... My art was the one thing I had left to live for...
1: I'm sorry, Yuki... You should despise me...
2: I'm sorry!
1: Then, Gamon found his body!
SFX: clack x3
1: An illustrator? What a stupid picture.
2: Now I understand why he tried to kill himself...
SIGN: Green Apt.
1: I'm a bit worried about how down he seemed... I should go back and check on him.
2: I should have just stayed the night...
SFX: knock x2
3: Atsushi, I'm coming in!
1: Atsushi! Why are you bleeding?!
2: I-I'll call an ambulance!
3: N-no... I'm fine. I'll be back to normal in no time.
4: I fell down the stairs. I'm only bruised, so I just need to rest for a bit.
5: R-really? Make yourself comfortable, then! I'll stay here and help you!
SFX: CHIRP CHIRP...
1: Good morning.
2: How are you feeling?
3: You didn't sleep?
4: No... I was too worried.
1: Mmm... Tee hee... Looks like you really are back to normal...
2: Ooh... Atsushi...
4: W-wait, wait!
5: Let me... have some fun too...
SFX: creak x3
2: Yes... That feels so good, Atsushi...
3: It does?
4: Yes... It's amazing... I feel like I'm going to melt...
5: OK then... I'll make you feel even better.
SFX: haa x3
1: That was amazing, Atsushi... Does your body feel OK?
2: Making women feel good is actually kinda fun...
3: If something this fun made my body feel worse, I wouldn't have any complaints...
4: I'm going to call in sick today. Let me make some coffee.
1: Atsushi... This is amazing! Did you really draw this?
2: I just used thoughtography to conjure up an image from Hell...
3: Hey, why don't you try to sell this? I'm sure someone would buy it!
4: You must have found a new side to yourself! Drawing this must have been what cheered you up! I'm so happy for you!
6: Yeah! And I'd be even happier if I could help you sell this!
7: Human women really like to do annoying work...
SIGN: AT Publishing
1: Wow! Atsushi! You were chosen to draw a cover for a horror novel?!
2: That's amazing! Congratulations, Atsushi!!
3: We need to celebrate! Is there anything you want?
1: Me? But my heart and body are both already yours, Atsushi!
2: Then I want your body again...
3: *snicker* Want to go back to your apartment?
4: Here is fine. Whaaaat?!
5: I'm going to teach you how to get even more pleasure from sex...
SFX: haa x2
6: Atsushi... Everyone's staring at us...
7: They just think we're kissing.
1: Heheheh... It's exciting to do this in public, isn't it?
SFX: AAAAHHH... x2
3: I love you... I love you, Atsushi...
SFX: haa x3
1: This was the first time that Gamon ever felt the warmth of loving someone, and being loved in return...
2: Without even realizing it, his heart slowly became gentle...
3: and demonic energy began to fill his new body,
4: along with superhuman strength.
1: Slowly, his new body also changed. His back became sharper, along with his teeth, and his reproductive organs became more powerful than ever before.
2: He was able to control it all...
3: But the fact remained that the blood that now flowed in this body was much more virile than any normal human's.
4: Atsu... shi?
5: You... kind of look like a different person. It's really strange.
1: What are you doing?!
2: Lick it... Suck it.
4: Giving some of his virile blood to Yuki was Gamon's way of showing his love.
5: Ahh... Mmm...
SFX: AHHH... x2
SFX: WHAM x2
1: It-it hurts... It hurts...
2: Please, you have to be more gentle, or you're going to break me...
4: As Gamon's energy grew stronger, Yuki started to feel more pain during sex.
5: Please.. Just cum and finish it...
6: I'm sorry...
7: It's OK...
1: Why does Atsushi seem so different?
2: He's stronger than he was before... And he doesn't shut himself up anymore... He has so much energy, and he's so nice... I feel like he loves me more than he ever did.
3: But... sometimes, he feels like a completely different person...
4: Hey, Atsushi.
6: How's your work going? Isn't the deadline coming up?
8: You've really changed, Atsushi. You used to draw every day, even when you didn't have work.
1: I love watching you work hard... Even when you get so into it that you don't pay any attention to me!
1: Wh-what did you do?
3: I was looking at one of your old illustrations.
4: Forget about that...
6: I-I'm sorry. I'm still not in the mood yet.
7: I'm going to go home tonight.
8: I'll be back tomorrow... I promise.
1: Oh... A letter.
2: Now that I think of it, I haven't checked my mailbox for a while...
letter: Kawashima Atsushi
1: Dear Yuki
I'm leaving you behind. Please forgive me. My drawings were all I had. But I can't draw anymore now.
2: Wh-what? Is this... a suicide letter?
3: November 20? That's a month ago...
4: But Atsushi seems fine now... Was this just some joke?
1: Meanwhile, Gamon was masturbating...
2: Since he had to start holding back due to the pain Yuki felt during sex, his lust was always ready to explode... And yet, he still didn't feel like he wanted to have sex with other women.
3: Gamon... was in love.
1: Wh-who are you? Who are you?!
2: You aren't Atsushi!!
3: I suppose... I'll just have to tell you the truth.
4: I... I needed a woman to love me... Not just the body I was in...
1: Wh-what are you talking about?
2: I'm... a demon from Hell. I possessed the man you call Atsushi...
3: A... demon?!
4: Atsushi jumped off the Akita building on the third block and killed himself.
5: He died instantly...
1: But before his elements could be disassembled, I possessed him and used my power to bring him back to life. I was able to do this because it was his first death.
2: Y-you mean... that night...?
1: This is... h-horrible...
2: Horrible? I brought him back to life. Your man is still alive...
3: You aren't Atsushi! You aren't really him!!
4: My Atsushi is dead!
5: He left me behind and died! In the worst betrayal ever!!
6: Get out! Get out of Atsushi's body!!
7: When a demon leaves a human body, it dissipates...
8: If I leave, this body will cease to exist... It's only standing here before you now because I'm in it.
3: Yuki... I love you.
4: I... love you...
5: St-stop! Stop iiiit!
1: Atsushi... killed himself.
2: He died and left me alone... I'll never be able to speak to him again... I'll never be able to love him... And he'll never be able to love me...
5: Atsushi! Ahh...
1: Atsushi! Say something!!
4: I can't take this!
5: Atsushi! Don't leave me alooone!
8: These lips... These eyes... They're Atsushi's.
9: He's alive... right here...
1: I love you, Yuki. I could stay as Atsushi forever if you so much as wished it. I'll control myself so I don't transform.
2: I love you...
7: Aggh... It hurts!
8: It hurts! Noooo!
9: Let me go! I'm scaaared!
10: I'm scaaared!!
1: Yuki... If you want, I can stop trying to have sex with you.
2: Not until you want it. I know that we'll fit together perfectly in time...
3: A demon? That's a demon?! He seems just like another human...
4: But... But...
1: Shit! This is taking forever!
2: I should just use thoughtography to make another one..
3: I love watching you work hard, Atsushi...
4: Atsushi really is right in front of me right now... He's alive... Right here...
1: N-no! There's a demon inside his body! It really isn't him!
2: But... He's trying to be like Atsushi... He's trying to have sex with me and make me happy... He's even trying to draw...
3: If Gamon leaves Atsushi, he'll disappear forever... Atsushi is only alive now because Gamon is inside him...
4: And until just recently, I was in love with Gamon in Atsushi... I was able to love him...
5: Yuki will eventually start loving me again... She couldn't possibly bear to watch Atsushi's body disappear! Then, once she starts loving me, I can slowly revert into my real form...
1: I've been shut up in my apartment for days now.... Brooding...
2: I'm lonely... And I feel so bad I could die...
3: I think Gamon really does love me... I can tell from his actions up until now...
4: If I go on loving him, I won't have to go on crying on my own anymore...
5: But can I really love him? Now that I know he's a demon...
6: Will I be able to love him forever?
1: Get out!!
2: Get out of Atsushi's body!!
4: Atsushi chose suicide! He chose death!
5: He... didn't want to go on living!
1: But you possessed him and forced his body to go on living!
2: It's sad... But I know that Atsushi wouldn't have wanted this! You're disrespecting his wishes!
3: Get out... Get out of Atsushi's body...
4: If I get out, he'll die for good. Are you sure this is what you want?
5: You'll never see him again!
7: I know that it's only thanks to you that Atsushi is alive now. But it's only his body that's alive...
8: In order to go on loving him, I need to love your soul as well...
1: And I can't do that! I can't love a demon!!
2: No matter how gentle you may be, I know that someday you'll turn back into your original form!
3: I'm scared... I'm scared!!
4: But you loved me until I told you who I really was.
5: You believed I was really Atsushi!
6: That's right... Because you tricked me. And you were only able to do that because you're a demon!
SFX: rattle x5
SFX: fwoosh x2
2: Gamon exploded... Without even realizing that it was caused by his own sadness... He caused a poltergeist-like phenomenon within the house.
3: Fine! I'll leave his body!!
4: If it's what you really want, I'll commit suicide the very same way that Atsushi did!
5: I'll throw this body off a roof and let it fall to the ground!
6: The moment I leave this body, it'll become a grotesque, splattered mess...
7: And it will die forever!!
1: Fueled by his love, Gamon transformed his hatred into a supernatural phenomenon...
2: Uuu... Ggh... Ggh...
3: Atsushi! Atsushiiii!
1: Foolish woman! I hope you're watching when this body splatters to the ground and I disappear! And I hope you regret it...
1: Sh-she's going to catch me?!
2: Impossible! She'll get crushed and die too!
1: Is that what she wants?
2: She wants to die... with him...
3: She really loves him that much?
SFX: bwap x3
SFX: weeoo x3
SIGN: Emergency Room
SFX: beep x2
1: His pulse has returned!!
2: It's... a miracle... He fell from a 25-story building, yet he didn't break a single bone...
3: He had internal hemorrhaging and was DOA. I can't believe it!!
1: It's a miracle!!
2: Yes... It may be a miracle... If Gamon hadn't possessed him... He would have been dead a month ago...
3: Then, if Gamon hadn't spread his wings and softened the shock of the fall... He might never have come back to life...
1: Gamon... You were truly in love, weren't you?
2: I'm sorry I couldn't love you back.
3: But... I'm so thankful...
4: Thank you, Gamon...
5: I promise to support him...
6: Thank you...
1: Once again, Gamon had become a wandering soul.
2: He felt heavy and depressed... and twinkles of light fell off him, as if he was crying...
3: For Gamon had just experienced his first love...
#4. First Love / END
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